One thing after another

So yesterday, Oct. 27, I recieved a call from my ENT (ear,nose,throat doctor). He had recieved my results from my hearing test I did last week and found that I have unexplainable hearing loss in my left ear. He ordered an MRI to rule out the possibility of a tumor. That's kinda freaky for me. The reason why I went to an ENT to begin with is because I've had persistant ringing in my left ear for about a month now with no signs of lessining.
It seems like since I have been in Midland I have had one thing after another. First was the cyst on my ovary which required numerous doctor visits and a couple ultrasounds, then it was the crazy wisdom teeth surgery, and now it's this odd ear thing. Sometimes I get a little tired of it all but honestly the only thing that I can think of with these events is Job. Not that I am morbid by any means but the Lord does giveth as well as taketh away. I've tried not to think about anything drastic but it has entered my mind a couple of times and honestly it just makes me sad. It has nothing to do with my life but with the ones of my family and loved ones. I know it would devistate Lucas if something happened to me and that just makes me so incredibly sad, I don't want to make others hurt. That furthers my thinking to how we need to first, not worry about our lives but give it over to God and secondly, try our best everyday to be the best Christians we can so that our loved ones don't have to worry about where we rest eternally. I'm just so thankful that I have someone I can lay my burdens upon with no guilt or reprocussions. I do get down and tired but with the help of my amazing husband, loving family, and merciful Lord I simply enjoy my life!